6.21.2008

The Tang of Relationships

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Just add Omar and mix. thats the simple recipe, to end her single mother woes. No dating, courting, kickin' it, no growth, feeling out period. nope, i am to turn in all my chips on the first hand.

lucky me, I have a standing invitation to join a ready made family. Yep, Ill instantly be a daddy to a 6 year old son. and will be a live-in boyfriend yet the sands of the hourglass will be counting down quickly to our impeding engagement, 6 months of freedom

what started out as a joke is a joke no more. a two year old joke has transformed into an honest invitation. and as silly as i am, i laugh no more.

seriously, what part of the game is this?

maybe i have lost touch with reality, but isnt it best not to jump into things like this. like maybe dating should be the first logical step. i mean, you are talking about disrupting at least three lives to get fullfill your nefarious plan.

and as silly as i am, i laugh no more. this situation had been brewing for sometime now. but i never knew how serious it was. we are brutally honest and talk a lot of shit to each other. so i had been joking about moving in with her and being as much as deadbeat as her baby daddy was. and jest like always.

but as she talked she had a distinctly serious tone. and my joke instantly expired.

and to make things worse, in the three years since we had seen each other her stock has not risen. thats the nicest way to put it.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

What an articulate way to say: "Naaaah I'll Pass"

Sometimes I think we are long lost kin.......